if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Happy Morning, Unhappy night

today is Sunday. will not be starting work at 11am because boss got sumthing on and she request to change shift. therefore i started work at 4 pm all the way to closing...
went out for breakfast [egg with kaya bread] with my dad at the nearest market near my house. after that we went to NTUC to get some daily stuffs so as to be able to stock up for a few weeks. was very very happy. because i seldom get to go out for breakfast. and i seldom get to go out with my dad.. by the time we reach home, it was already 11 am plus and my mummy was buzy with all the housework... after finishing with the household stuffs, she went to cook braised duck for me to bring to work later in the noon. so sweet and nice of her yeahz. she is the best mother cum "sister" [coz she alwayz say she looks as young as me... haha]. went to use the comp and soon, it was almost 3 pm.. the weather was so warm that it makes me feel so tired. therefore i took a short nap and then as usual, chiong to get ready for work... haha.
quite a number of familiar faces appeared while i was working today... got an qiang and his friends, pei feng and her sister and lastly, derrick and his friend [think is kang ren izzit? not sure] anywayz, was so happy to see them. but good things never last....
later in the night there is this lady who came into the shop, holding "Her World" mag and asking when did it arrive.. after tat, she went back to the shelve and started to open the packaging. i kindly told her that if she wants to browse the mag, let me know and i will help her open it next time. then after she walks towards the counter [which is where i am standing] and put the mag which is already taken out from the plastic covering and say "is not as if i am going to spoil the mag". at first i thought she did not get what i meant. so i rephrase it and repeated. but she still give me that sickening look. i tried to smile and explain. but i just cannot get the smile out. haiz.. come on! i am being nice here and i never even mention the word "spoil". i suppose she must be too tired and stress up else she must have been so embarassed to be "told off" by me... which i didnt of course. but knows what she is thinking right. haiz.. though i shld not let her spoil my day. but she did.
then before i close the shop, there was this last customer. he came in and i know i am in for "trouble". because he likes to talk a lot. and is alot of rubbish. [fyi, i was still in a terrible mood] anywayz, he talk for a few mins then ask why havent close shop, how come boss nvr come. why morning aint me working etc.. at that pt, i really feel like telling him "cld u just take ur stuff and leave" arghz... so bad of me. but i really felt irritated. after taking his mag and paying up for it, he started asking Qns like tml no sch etc... omg.. i feel like fainting. but i ignore him. rude i might be. but i am really tired le.
today is really an "eventful" day for me. got good and bad. maybe i am just tired already during work. BUT tml will definitely a better day. coz they are not worth me frowning which will make me become older faster. gonna sleep le. nitez.