if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Presentation...

It is almost the end of week 4 and my grp had just finish our week 4 presentation. haiz. still kinda numb. the presentation was ok. but i am just afraid of what's up next. need some help with starting. i got TOTALLY no idea on how to start. what am i suppose to do.... arghz!!!! HeLp!! Hopefully i will have some ideas soon. else... *shake head...
Though others might find that fypj is still kinda long [8weeks] but to me, i find that 8 weeks is very short. because times really flies. and i mean REALLY FLieS!! haiz. maybe i am running away from reality. but i really hate the thought that i have to work after graduate... really really dread it.. sianz...
Lotsa mixed feelings lately. i also dun really know how to say. all i know is, i must start to discipline myself else i will get myself into trouble. i will sink into "it" deeper and deeper... sounds chim? anywayz, i also dunno wat i am talking about... = )
well... almost time to go home le. lately been listening to "Li Sheng Jie's" songs. rather nice orhz. ppl go listen k. Hungry... [counting down...] wondering what i will have for dinner. Oh! i nearly forgotten to mention. one of my fypj teammate [Gary] he is actually born on the same day as me. but too bad. different years. but it was like so cool. haha. even Mingxuan[gal sitting beside me] is born in november. that makes 3 scorpios and 1 aquarius[which is poor Edwin] in my fypj team. haha. cool not? where to find such coincidence right? fypj might be a lil boring, but to me is quite fun. not that i had fun bullying edwin[with the help of Mingxuan] but just that he is very fun to play with. dun mean whatever i say though. but so glad to know Edwin too. without him, fypj wun be that fun le... [actually i meant, without him, dunno who else to "bully" le. wahahaz] (*1 more min and it will be 6pm)
lately Li hui, celeste, pei feng they all too bz to "pei" me go out le. so sad. but have to understand. coz i also been thr wat they are going thr right now. but still so sad. dunno when we can play badminton together. haiz. ok lahz. time to signout le. Byez...